Has that ever happened to you, like-like water just-just oozing out of my eyeballs like I'm some alien creature excreting fluids. So I started writing, and this water literally started pooling in my eyes.
#Vampire diarie the day i tried to live how to
So I googled how to process emotional pain, and they said if you write everything down in a letter and burn it, you'll be healed.
So when I absorbed Luke's magic, I must have gotten some of his qualities or something like empathy. For some horrible reason, I can't shake how badly I feel about it. So then this merge happened with my brother Luke, and I won, which was great because I absorbed his ability to do magic, but now I can't stop thinking about how Luke died, how Liv's life is ruined. You know, I'm not burdened by things like guilt or love. Kai: Well, in case you haven't figured it out by now, I'm a sociopath. Kai: I haven't been able to find her using a locator spell, and, you know, good on her because under normal circumstances, I'd superjazzed to gouge out her belly button. Am I interrupting something?ĭamon: (annoyed) What are you doing here? Kai: (walks in) Ooh! Forgot how massive this house was. He's all merged, he's packed, and his on his way to Portland! That's impossible because why would he-ĭamon: He didn't. Well, I just wanted you to know that I'm good with that.Įlena: Yeah. That's the whole point of kissing so you don't have to talk about it.Įlena: Right. (wipes some frosting from her lips)Įlena: You know, we never talked about the fact that you kissed me.ĭamon: And you kissed me back? (takes a bite of the cupcake) Yeah. You think we could sneak one before the party?ĭamon: I think Caroline might fry us in the sun.Įlena: It's worth the risk. Do you think that maybe you're just a little confused about what you're actually upset about?Ĭaroline: Yes, probably, but my Mom's dying, and my best friend is stuck in an alternate universe, and her bear is in a hole in the woods, and there's only one of those things that I can do anything about.ĭamon: (looks at the cupcakes) Happy Birthday, Bon-bon.Įlena: (takes off her jacket and sees the cupcakes) Ooh. Caroline, you've been going through a lot lately. You know what? I'm gonna go find her.Ĭaroline: Yeah. Stefan: Well, I'm pretty sure that Bonnie is over it by now.Ĭaroline: Miss Cuddles isn't. I even left some M&M's to mark the spot where I left her, but something must have eaten them. When Bonnie and I were little, we got in this huge fight, so to get back at her, I bearnapped Miss Cuddles, and then I didn't want my Mom to come home and find out, so then I buried her in the woods. I guess she lost the original.Ĭaroline: No. Stefan: Well, that's the bear Bonnie sent back from 1994. It's definitely you.Ĭaroline: I haven't seen Miss Cuddles in 12 years. Stefan walkes over to her.)Ĭaroline: Is it just me, or do her eyes follow you around the room? (Gasps when she sees Miss Cuddles on the table. I'm just a phone call away in case you need any- (her Mom has already ended the call) bye. I'm not leaving without knowing Bonnie's OK or not.Ĭaroline: (on the phone with her Mom) Mom, I'm not calling to check up on you, OK? I'm just about to start making Bonnie's birthday cake and want to make sure that your recipe called for 3 eggs instead of 4, right? All right. They'll never let me in.Įlena: Jer, I've seen your portfolio. The only class I'm passing is study hall. Why didn't you tell me that you were thinking about going to art school? We can't because I found your application in the garbage. That's not depressing.Įlena: Or we could celebrate you going to art school. Jeremy: So we're throwing a birthday party where the guest of honor never shows up.
She would have wanted us to celebrate by cooking her favorite foods, watching her favorite movies. It's Bonnie's birthday.Įlena: Then you know how she would have wanted us to spend it. (exhales and continues to lift)Įlena: Ok. Elena drives up in front of the garage)Įlena: (struggling with balloons and birthday supplies) Hey. She sits down at the table and marks today the 5th February) Kai: You win some, you lose some except for me. Both of your souls will unite into a new being. Joshua: One twin will absorb traits from the other. Luke: I know I'm stronger than Liv, so that means I will win if we merge. Jo: In our coven's tradition, the twins merge their strength. Promise me that you will do that, Stefan. When I'm gone, Caroline is gonna need you to help her move on with her life.
Kai: To get home, we'll harness the power of the Ascendant.ĭamon: She sacrificed herself so I could come back.Įlena: I'm sorry I compelled away the memories.